I Can't Find My Way

I can't find my way．I just can't seem to find my way．

Sunlight shone on me，but I can find the light in my heart．

I should be brainstorming，but my brain's farting．

I should be dancing，but I'm crawling．

I should be screaming，but I'm whispering．

I should be happy，but I'm not．

I should be smiling，but I'm crying．

I should be full of sunshine，but I'm gloomy．

I should…I should…I can…I don't know．